HMT CT PPR -> The last ppr...

Now franticly tryin to absorb as much of HMT as i possibly can... haiz
i wonder y i dun do well in those mechanical, engineering n physics type of stuff...
im realli not cut out for this stuff man!!!

i dun even like maths, not one bit of it... *zettai dai-kirai!*
well but wat choice do i hav since im in tis course rite?
but no matter wat, i do luv some of the modules... those that involves more bio n chem types...

well soo far i can oni say tt HMT studies aint goin tt well...
im feelin soo lost... n i feel like droppin dead soon...
hope tmr morning, i wunt feel damn blank like tt day for AIC... n like tue mornin abt 4+am...

i cant afford another ppr to b missed... my studies are oredi droppin....
i cant bear another pyscho breakdown tis mth... too many times it has happen...
n it took me quite a while to bring my health n my pysho-ness back to normal standards...

haiz.. studyin is killin me...

i feel more stupid as i study...
but i will keep on tryin even if i fail
for me, puttin in the effort is a gd enough thing i guess...
gotta do my best n push myself to my pathetic limits i guess...
well tts all frm me for the time being... mayb tmr nite ill post again...