Reminiscing the Past

Dun people reminisce the past?
Well for me, i tend to reminisce about my past many times, sumtimes too many for comfort.
Why dun i jus control it? Its the same thing for why we do it sub-consciously, its human nature to retink back about sumting u noe? Similar concept.

Well, rethinking about it is good at times but sometimes we tend to compare it to the present and the comparison is that the present is worse than the past. It cant be help to certain people, well im one of them lah.

The past has its major probs and setbacks, well it was great too... mayb greater than the present. Sometimes i jus wish i could relive it back all over again n undo those things i hav oredi done.. dun everibody think tt way? well, ther were choices that i cldnt make no matter how much i try as i was not allowed to make those decisions yet, even now ther are those decisions and choices that cannot be decided frm then, upon til later in the future wher it is uncertain whether by then, it could b decided upon.

Ive always compared my life now and then, which is better i wld always ask myself... by then, i will always counter that thinking as im tt type of person hu always defy his logic,in the sense that i always take a stand wher i always take both sides but then ther ar times when biasness cannot b justified.

Many dont noe about my true self, neither my parents nor siblings except for one person in the world, but tt person oni noe more than 70% of my true self at most. Ahahahaha

Well hu in the world can read a person like a book? noone in the world noes another 100%, they can oni come close to 70% or more. even if that person noes u for eternity, that person will nvr noe those habits that u hide. Sometimes the weirdest part is that u urself dun even noe urself tt well.

Life is a learning journey to begin with. U experience more n more about urself, others and ur surroundings(nature, environment, etc.).
The journey wher u learn about feelings such as pain, suffering n negativity yet u will also learn abt fun, laughter, love, happiness and positivity.

I guess thats how this world works on people...
Mayb i shld blog about some things about myself more openly... about my true self, my past n present and wat i hope to achieve in the future...