Rotting Away...

It seems that this particular break period is jus damn too long for comfort... thats my opinion ba

Coz, usually break periods are slow by itself with nothing much to do n all ba but bcoz of this mth havin to fast n all soo i guess it makes the day tick-tock even slower than i can imagine n it feels like its forever... *exaggeration*

I feel as if im jus rottin away lah... i mean i hav my part-time wrk ba but then i feel like its not keeping me busy enuff.... i mean i dun wana get too busy at wrk... nt gd for health since im down with muscle aches all over since thu morning coz ive been carrying n doin heavy duty since last wk the thu i tink?
soo i guess didnt hav time to relaz my mucles n body thus resulted in such a condition i guess...

Anwayz, heard frm my frens that they are kept busy at their training center... (CPTC)
busy busy busy for them liao... i wouldnt dare say they're pitiful since its part of training
even if they were to complain, they cant do much of anything abt it

i oni can say, that ill b facing the trials same as them only at a later date... coz basically im trailing far behind them only ba...

well, im financially deprived soo if i wana hav fun oso kinda useless ba... since i cant have fun outside without any cash rite?

nex wk on my off day goin off to jb to shop... Am i the one shopping? Erm, the answer is NO! but, if my parents do gimme some cash then mayb ba since nex wk on wed is my bdae... wakakakakaka....

finally 19, 2 more yrs to 21 but i prefer to wait for that day to come... beingh 21 aint a gd thing nor a bad thing... i mean its how u c it in diff perspective ba...
well... i tink ill stop here for now... feelin lazier n tired while i type more hehe
erm, y am i feelin so? mayb coz im running a fever rite now... actualli since thu mornin lah... been under the weather n y cant the rain last super long?

haiz, later too much complains bad for health, mentality, n emotions... mood swings are bad... unless ur high or basically looney... hehez