Unmotivated

It has been a long while since my last entry, ive been quite the slacker tis past 2 wks... i wouldnt say that i slack or basically not doin anything but rather been unmotivated to do much of anything...

Feelin moody and down, til ive kept on catchin viruses frm everywher... Especially my brother's
His has now officially passed onto me 2times... 2dae mornin, jus went to consult with doctor again...
If i dun get better in a few days time, i may hav to go n do a blood test and if the results not gd, may b refered to the hospital for further check up...

Haiz...
Skipped sch for an entire 2wks worth... missed quite alot liao... i realli need to find the time to catch up wif my lost studies... Sumore, ive been in bed most of the time.. yet unable to fall asleep as easily as i want... medication mostly drowsy, yet doesnt make me sleepy, jus make me stone away in a blank state of mind...

Wondering wat can motivate me once again... lookin for sources yet unable so far...